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About this Entry Posted by: rockstarrynight Original: 4/22/2004 11:35 PM Views: 1 Comments: 2 eProps: 4 Read Comments Post a Comment Back to Your Xanga Site Who recommended? Who gave the eProps? 2 eProps from: spectra684 Sarita6455

Thursday, April 22, 2004     If I had a dollar for everytime someone from myspace, random people from aol, or people I've just met asked me "do you have a man"... and were surprised when I said no, I would be rakin in the dough.  It kinda pisses me off to some extent.  It wouldn't be such a big deal if it had just been happening for like a month... but damn.  I haven't been with a guy in over a year officially... Brad and I have been on again off again, but never official since then, then the whole other thing... and the kinda sorta thing with Jason, but damn.  Im doin somethin wrong here haha.  I just haven't found someone Im interested in enough to date I guess, which blows.  As for Brad... theres a long story behind it that I could go into detail about, but why bother?  The jist of it is, I could be with him and be happy with him... but how long would it last?  And if I get with him now... Im probably going to be with him forever.  I know myself that we're better off the way we are, hes one of my best friends.  He knows more about me than any ONE person I know... even Kel, which is weird to say, but Brads been around a lot longer than Kel and I have been friends.  Ya theres a weird story for you. My best friend in the world and I have only been close for a year. haha.  How strange.  Anyway, its more of a "growing up" issue with Brad.  If you honestly want to know more, ask. Im not going to bother posting it for the people who dont want to hear about it. Okay, just had to get that off my mind and into something somewhat constructive.  Ashley loves comments     Posted 4/22/2004 11:35 PM - 1 View - 4 eProps - 2 comments recommend recs0 share email sent0 Give eProps or Post a Comment 2 Comments haha it IS weird to think about that we've actually only been friends for like a year. Seems like it should be longer but hey we didn't know eachother then! lol but now we are bestest friends and that's NEVER allowed to change! or I will be forced to hurt you hahaha.. oookay i'm done now lol Posted 4/23/2004 11:10 AM by spectra684 - reply boys boys boys......well they all suck!  I never see you around campus anymore Ash!!  How is everything going?  I am never online anymore but I am trying to catch up on everyone's Xangas again.  Hope you're having a good semester!  IM me some time  :) Posted 4/23/2004 2:41 PM by Sarita6455 - reply Choose Identity Xanga Network (?) Anonymous (Sign up for free!)   name (required) email (required) email not publicly displayedemail not valid website Give eProps (?) 2 eProps 1 eProp 0 ePropsComment Only Post a Comment Add Link | Preview HTML comment help  Say it with Minis! (?) calculate You know you want me... gloomy... I'm so happy for you!! View All Minis » [mini text] [mini credits] reset incorrect code Code You See Below (?) Submitting… or Cancel Back to rockstarrynight's Xanga Site! Note: your comment will appear in rockstarrynight's local time zone: GMT -05:00 (Eastern Standard - US, Canada)

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